Decision time

When you get one of those letters:
'It seems like it was yesterday when I first saw you,  I was mesmerized by your eyes and as you well know your beautiful body.  It was like God has made so many attempts to make the perfect woman and he finally succeed when He made you.  I am guessing I didn't had the same effect on you,  quite the opposite as you ripped my bussines card and sarcastically said ' I will call you'. I remember you walking away and calling me names,  I could hear you!
I made the impossible possible and after a long year I had my first chance to talk to you.  It was magical!  I will remember that evening,  the dress and the perfume you were wearing.  You gave me a chance...  Gave us a chance!  The years that followed were the greatest years of my life!
The long nights, sun set and rises.  Steamy conversations about politics,  life and death, fundamental principles,  economics, astronomy and so on.  You always accused me of having a narrow mind and being incapable of seeing the bigger picture,  maybe you were right! 
The day when you stood at my the door broke my heart. You had tears in your eyes,  tears of anger and resentment.  You said you so many things that I wish I could forget but the worst thing you said was ' I am leaving tomorrow, I am going to America'. I thought you were joking as you always disliked it and I watched you walking while I was wondering what can America offer you that I can't!  I was stupid enough to think that you will change your mind...  I always knew you were stubborn but never thought you could be so stubborn! 
For a whole year I called you every day and you ignored my call every day! 
The years have come and gone and somehow I got to live without you,  even though I don't suppose that you can call this living... 
Last time I asked you to come back to me,  I am asking again...  While we're still alive... Come back! 
Come back to me,  we can live where ever you like,  you name it darling!  Just come back!  Before I am too old...  What have you gained that I cannot offer you or even better double it?  Will anyone love you more than I do??  You said that you will always chose to be loved more than you love as it's the safest bet...  Let's go to Africa so you can live your dream and save the poor!  Let's go to French Riviera so we can sunbathe all day and party all night,  let's go somewhere where it never rains and you forget all about your worries. 
I know you feel broken...  I can mend you...  Just let me! 
Don't send a smoke signal!  Just talk to me! 

Forever yours... '